I LOST MY EARPHONESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

*screams frantically*

someone tell me where is it , GOD! GIVE ME A SIGN T_______________T

Christmas wish list number 1:

a new set of sony ericsson earphones.

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It's been so long , I don't think I remember how to smile :)

09.09.09 - nothing much , saying bye bye :D

PS : please , please PLEASE don't say my name oh , i will die =[

looking at you makes it harder ,

but i know u'll find another,

that doesn't always make u wanna cry.

You know i love u so,

I,love you enough to let u go.

I want u to know ,

That it doesn't matter

where we take this road , someone's gotta go

I want you to move on ,

so im already gone

We were always meant to say goodbye.

What is friendship? I memang sudah gave all and tried but seemed like not enough too.

Today banyak emo , not bout all the angry u angry me stuff , not bout babes just emo.Everyone look at me like I'm angry , dunno why , maybe is my muka seem like beh song , but my muka memang always is like that , maybe u guys just don't notice.

What u want me to do? I really already dunno.I already treat u guys with my heart , its true.But all seem to dismiss me when they have others.Sometimes I am really angry , but u guys will just treat it as my own problem , maybe will ask abit? comfort abit ? then? U may ask me what u expect? ya , I am a greedy person , I really expected more. When I did not want to tell , I expected u to force until I say , not just "ok i ask her edi she sendiri tak nak cakap" . When I look sad and down , I expected someone to cheer me , not just "let her be , when she okay she will come find us" . So maybe I'm a selfish girl?

After reading xxx post , felt so dissapointed. Really treat her as my bestie , my sis . But it seem like still not enough. Yeah , is hurt to know how i tried is still not enough for her. Is also too frustrating that i really dunno hwat she expects me to do. I really care , but seem that is still not enough. I see past friendship , is really enough , i need rest too.

I guess I tin sang gu duk zhong lou =x

I guess everybody already know bout Mr.***** la right , tak payah aku cakap banyak lagi.

I am really speechless about him already. I mean , come on la wei , if u want me to clip up my hair , can u just tell me ONCE AND FOR ALL HOW THE HECK WOULD U LIKE MY HAIR TO BE? but NOOOOOO , he had to divide THIS into a few sessions that gets me caught every EVERY SINGLE EFFING DAY. FISH YOU =]

I think he's planning to catch me till my last final day in this prison school place.

I personally honestly crossmyheartimtellingthetruth thinks he ain't respecting us , but he still expects us to treat him like god the boss teacher. I even heard rumours that AFTER A STUDENT CLIPPED HER HAIR UP NICELY , HE PULLED IT OUT AND SCOLDED HER FOR NOT CLIPPING =_= memang speechless. And I also have no ****ing idea why i will get caught as those who have seen me in school before will know my hair is never down or in an inappropriate before thanks to gatsby because i sangat guai lui =D

In the end I would like to say if he ever scolds , hits , catches me for no damn reason , my dad says he's coming to school to show mr.***** exactly where he can place his ruler ;)

Thank You.

PS : why do i always fall for the wrong guys? someone someone tell me mengapa la ok? if anyone knows , pls msg me and tell me. u can contact me at 999 =D

Firstly , I want to thank GOD for my FAMILY and PANG YAO MUN~

Then , i want thank all who really pok sam pok meng to give me all the pretty awesome handmade , handwritten , hand drawed , hand cut , hand paste , handproduced cards that really touched me =] i really si beh gam dong tau x) after u guys went home i sendiri gam dong sana xD

Specially really is to thank and shout out AKU CINTA PADAMU , I LAFU U to :

1.Ms.Lee Fay Yuen & Ms.Tee Hui Ying (cause i dunno who i love more , so my heart break into 2 one person half la ok? xD)

2.Ms.Lee Yong Shan (thanks for making it babe [=)

3.Ms.Ho Wen Yi ( ahem , LEEHOM LOVE ME ONE LA OK =P )

4.Ms.Chook Jia Wei & Ms.Oh May Qun

5.Ms.Ho Jia Ling

6.Mr.Tong Hua Xiang & Mr.Wong Huey Neng

And still got banyak ini !

I MARRIED LEE HOM YTD =D

Okay la , time to get sentimental here. To tell the truth i really felt all the love and wishes yesterday through the wish book =) I know these few days i really banyak emo , but now i know all who loves me =] I really did not know i was so much loved by my friends , now i just love them more. Especially Yuen and Ying , really go all out for me , thanks babe , u 2 are so important to me u know? i really treat u guys as the sisters i never had =] and also say sorry to yuen cause banyak emo everyday in school =[ sorry babe. Now i finally get the meaning of Friends Forever , because of u guys =] YOU ALL OFFICIALLY MADE MY DAY =D i will smile x)

Colours Enterprise! whatcha waiting for? gogogogo x) support us ifnotikillu =D

Wheee~ 9 days till the big day? =]
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